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7th journal entry.
Mar. 16th, 2015 12:42 am3/15(16?)/2015
Tadashi is now a proud member of the SS Bishop's crew. He's also now the proud holder of the knowledge of his death, thanks to yours truly. Maybe I shouldn't have told him. Maybe I should have just let it go...
I thought I'd been revisiting all of that when I saw him here, but seeing him in person was worse. I miss Aunt Cass. I put her through so much. She already had to go through what I did when my parents died, losing Tadashi had to be even harder on her. Probably harder than it was on me... But she was still bringing me food and trying to get me out of the house. She was trying so hard, and I just kept shutting her down...
I should have been with her more. We could have gone through it together, and I think it wouldn't have been as bad.
Honey Lemon is here now. I'm really happy to see her, and I know I'll show it more later, but right now, I just hope she doesn't tell Tadashi about Callaghan...
Tadashi is now a proud member of the SS Bishop's crew. He's also now the proud holder of the knowledge of his death, thanks to yours truly. Maybe I shouldn't have told him. Maybe I should have just let it go...
I thought I'd been revisiting all of that when I saw him here, but seeing him in person was worse. I miss Aunt Cass. I put her through so much. She already had to go through what I did when my parents died, losing Tadashi had to be even harder on her. Probably harder than it was on me... But she was still bringing me food and trying to get me out of the house. She was trying so hard, and I just kept shutting her down...
I should have been with her more. We could have gone through it together, and I think it wouldn't have been as bad.
Honey Lemon is here now. I'm really happy to see her, and I know I'll show it more later, but right now, I just hope she doesn't tell Tadashi about Callaghan...
